ABROAD RETURN

ABROAD RETURN

Hello everyone! I have been waiting to make this post for a week now to let the return from abroad completely set in. I have so many mixed emotions from being back in the States. When I first arrived, I was insanely excited to see my family, friends, and especially my dog Buster. Although I was filled with excitement from being home, some weird feelings inside me are still lingering. 

I have come to conclusion that these feelings are residing from the now absence of my "former" life (as I would like to call it). I invested myself in everything I possibly could. From the culture, relationships, and even the language, I created a whole new life for myself for the time being. I feel like this feeling might be a little difficult for people to understand unless they have experienced what I have, but to describe it best, it was like I had to put a whole other life of mine to rest forever. 

Now, don't get me wrong, I know I will be able to see those people again, visit Murcia and Europe again, but it's the simple fact that I wont live that exact same life which is making me very nostalgic of my time and life in Murcia, Spain. I do not regret anything I did, anyone I met, or any euro I spent- because it led me to all of the amazing memories that I will forever hold in my heart. My life is completely changed. 

With that being said, I highly encourage anyone who has even CONSIDERED traveling abroad to really look into it further & make it actually happen. From deepest part of my heart, I can ENSURE you that you will never regret it. I hope you enjoy this video, and of course contact me if any of you have any questions. Thanks for watching.